Most of this garbage I write
That these people seem to like
Is about you
And how I let you infect my life
And if they got to know you
I doubt that they would see it
They'd wonder what i showed you
How you could leave it
A friend said that I should stay persistant
If I stay around, im bound to break resistance
Fuck you for defining my existance
Fuck you and your differences

Ever since I was a young lad
With a part time dad
It was hard to find happiness inside of what I had
I studied my mother
I digested her pain
And vowed no woman on my path would have to walk the same
Travel like sound across the fate ladder
I travel with spoon to mix this cake batter
And i travel with feels so i can deal with touch
Its like that
Thank you very much
Fuck you very much


Getting in a million memories just to forget him
The difficulty in keeping emotions controlled
Cookies for the road
Took me by the soul
Hunger for the drama
Hunger for the nurture
Gonna take it further
The hurt feels like murder
Interperate
The eyes
Read the lines on his face
The sunshine is fake
How much time did i waste?
Fuck you for leaving me
Fuck you for not needin me
I wanna say fuck you
Because i still love you
No, im not ok
And I dont know what to do

Do I sound mad?
Well I guess im a little pissed
Every action has a point
Five points make a fist
You close em
You swing em
It hurst when it hits
And the truth can be a bitch

I wanna scream Fuck you
But the problem is i love you
So instead
Ima finish my drink,and have another
While you think about how you used to be my lover

And everyone in his life would mistake it as love